Wednesday, 29 April 2009

My blogger style

...is what you might like to call un-even... In my last post, my only post in 2008, I wrote that I would try to write another post within eight months. I didn't! ;) I wrote one post in 2008, now it's the 29th April 2009.

Weeell... Anything new? You bet! Even though it might not be as new anymore... I have had one of the most upturning half years of my life, actually the most upturning half year of my life.

Last time I wrote anything here, I had a wonderful girlfriend and we had bought an apartment and I was stuck at my job which I didn't care that much for... Now, a year later (minuse two weeks) I have none of these factors left in my life. We did move to our new apartment, and it was nice! I loved that place... It was newly built, it was all new and shiny... It was good...

And I loved my girlfriend, I think I still do... We actually got engaged, and I was as happy as I could be at that time, but it was not to last... She called of our engagement and my world plummeted... Of course this meant that we had to sell our apartment as well. With the ongoing recession, this was not the easiest thing to do, but we did it. We lost some money, but I honestly feel that was nothing compared to losing Her (with a capital H). I hope I can win her back some time... Hey, weirder things have happend! ;D

The week that we were moving out of the apartment, I had a meeting with my boss. I went to that meeting, thinking that I would get a new assignment, boy was I wrong! I left the meeting a job shorter... I had lost everything within six months! At least I had my health... ;) And I still do.

So now what? Well mostly I am stuck here in my new apartment, which is a nice place, but it's not the same. I look for jobs, I exercise alot, I think alot and contemplate my life. I am sad that I lost my fiancee, and I wouldn't mind having her back. I wouldn't mind having a job to go either, but I feel stronger as a person now than I have in a long time. I guess I have a new view on life and what's important...

Well, I guess that's it for now!

Cheerio!

/Matsey

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